I bought a realistic squirting dildo that's very thick and about 8 inches long. It has a suction cup base and when I play with it...it's usually hanging on the shower wall. It's an intimidating cock that makes my cock stir as I prepare to suck on it.
This past weekend...I made fake cum to use in the dildo. A mixture of milk, egg whites and sugar. I put the cum mixture in a cup and took it in the shower to simulate a male orgasm...but enough cum to simulate the volume of 3 to 4 orgasms.
After loading the cum mixture into the plastic squirter...I began to worship the cock. Sensually licking the head. Wanting it in my mouth. Pushing it deeper....bobbing on it....forgetting about things around me. In a short amount of time....I had become an enthusiastic cock sucker. My own cock hard. Moaning like a bitch and thinking about the cum. I pulled my mouth off the cock to look at its fat head....and squeezed the squirter to make a bit of cum drip out. When I saw that small drop of cum....I lost it. I immediately reacted and stared at it....felt it overwhelm me....and I licked it. I then squirted some on my face....it was so erotic to feel it coat me and drip down. I felt like a possessed slut. I then started to suck it again....a faster pace with the intent to simulate actions just before a real cock would shoot....and then....I pushed the cock deep and I sqeezed the squirter in a pulse-like pattern....simulating a real cum shot. Streams of the cum shot in my mouth. The cock was deep in my mouth and I purposely kept I there, because I knew if it was a real cock...the man would have held his cock in my mouth. I felt I had no option, but to swallow. Just like men do to women, so it was fair to pay the price in return.
My cock was so hard and I was not touching it. Then, while swallowing the cum....my own cock started to squirt cum. What a total mind fuck. It was so intense.
I'm now more curious about what it would be like to experience something like this on a real cock. Seeing pre-cum and then the desire to try cum. The power of cock and cum is potent, if you are not careful.
