Cum Fetish

In summer 2008, I started talking to a woman named "N" who I later learned loved to suck cock and swallow cum. She revealed to me she was bisexual and eventually had me revealing to her that I was bi-curious. She knew I was an alpha male by day and had a public image of being a masculine, straight guy. This is what made it fun for her to provoke my hidden desires and break me down to behave in ways I normally did not. When she felt naughty...she'd toy with my closeted bisexuality. She was bold and suggestive and had a way of playfully humiliating my straightness. She once had me suck a dildo for her on webcam and had me performing like a mindless, hypnotized, queer cock lover.

We began to view gay porn together and she easily aroused me with her voice; skillful and deviant suggestions and had me revealing what about those men/scenes got me hot. The more she knew...the more control she had over me. I became so hooked. She loved putting me in fantasy situations where I would submit to another man for her entertainment. It was so hot to experience this, even if it was just in conversation.

Eventually, she exposed that I had tasted my own cum in the past. This sparked her to be very suggestive about me being more into my cum. Tasting, licking and swallowing it. It was difficult not to get aroused by her. She began to include cum into our discussions and had me loving cum as much as she did.

Eventually...she had planted a seed about me trying another man's cum. Little by little...she described scenes of me sucking cock with the understanding I had to bring him to orgasm. Convincing me to accept his cum on my face or in my mouth....and ultimately to swallow. The arousal I experienced from all of this continues to have me very much into my own cum and curious about the experience and mental mind fuck from tasting the cum of another man.